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ITS LONG AND NAGGY POST ABOUT MY RECENT LIFE, AND ITS VERY BROKEN ENGLISH-ED, THEREFORE, I LEAVE THIS BLOG POST TO FRIENDS AND PEOPLE THAT I M CLOSED TO ONLY.

i did not check for any grammer, vocalb and structure, for this post, leave it orginal. (OH MY GOD! i m exposing my nude broken english! )

life wasn’t really smooth with me recently.. at the beginning of 2008, things just do not goes my way, maybe, i already used to be pampered by life, luck was always on my side, things i wan, things i need, always turn out to be the way i wanted, but this time, i tasted much sour than ever.

1stly, i broke up.. maybe i m too serious this time, made me cant  move on… i m like stuck in time, i m love sick.

as well as REAL sick. i have been coughing non stop recently, just about recovered, i went clubbling last week and worst!! i inhale toxic gases, which i smoked….. i know, i m dumbass, i know i will fall sick if i smoke, i know.. i m idoit…

i fail O level retake!!! although i did make a some improvements, from a F9 to a D7, but that still not a merit yet… worst, my parents does not understand me, instead of encouraging, them pour me more rain.

as a punish, i have got work for myself school fees this year! isn’t that unreasonable, i hate my step dad! i wan my real dad back!

after much consideration, i decided, to change school, to a school full of enemies and ex-es. TEMASEK POLY. to pursue my passion, i always have passion for art&design,  i m always the A student for Art in my school.

you know how sad it was that i m unable to pursue my dreams just due to some stupid ‘ cut off points ‘ ?

maybe alot of my blog mates does not know my talent in art, as i never show it, i m ashamed actually, ‘why a great art student showing off his art work, but he is not in a art course?’ i bet it will leads you into thinking of that… i m stuck in a course, industrial and operation management.   which i have no interest at..

this year is the only chance for me to get into the course i want! but the only price is that i have to pay for my own school fees! but its ok, i can handle it, its 2.4k. i think i just sell my ass instead. (hahaha)

fortunately, i found i job! that could possible bring me more income, its a country club, NUSS (The National University Of Singapore Society) at Suntec, i will be a Bar boy for the next one year, as i got to earn my school fees. beside that, i still giving tuition…

i hate my step parents! i hate them… they are really like those stepparents in the fairy tales, evil and rotten. i hate it, i really advise all the parents out there, DO NOT GET MARRIED IF YOU CANT HANDLE IT!!!  fuck.

last of all, my besties also got their result, as for eric, surprisingly he got a pass for most of his subjects and able to pursue his ‘make up’ passion… as for wendy, luck wasn’t that good…

EVERYthing is still under appealing, i m still work hard to get a school. i hope i could do it. god bless me.

ps. dear fren , this the only way for me to update my life with you currently, as i will turn busy, i really miss you all a great deal!

yutaki