Dear M.
i know its only the 6th date.
i know we can’t start, as you will be leaving in 2 months time.
i know.
its against all odds.
i can’t hold back my back my love for you any longer.
i know its now or never.
i know we can’t be together, i want to make it there before you had to go.
whenever i looked into your eyes, i had never been more sure. baby, its you.
i had my insecurities, i had my fear. but i know if i never risk my love for you, i will regret for the rest of my life.
Some love stories aren’t epic novels, some are short stories.
But, that doesn’t make them any less filled with love.
i meant every word i wrote here.
i want to enjoy everyday with you, before its too late.
i do want to skip to the last page of our story, i want to read it page by page.
let’s be strong and brave hand in hand.
stop hesitating and waste any precious time.
cos’ i love you, be it wrong or right.
though i cant be with you everynight.
you know my heart is by your side.
all i need from you..
is your permission to let me in.
Dame tus manos, déjame ser la persona que amas.
just..
say yes.
For M.
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at allI never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life withI don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
-The Words from Daniel Bedingfield – If You’re Not The One, The Meanings comes From me.
PICTURE OF THE DAY:
NEWS/PIC/VIDEO OF THE DAY:
2009年3月、遂に全米ALBUMリリースを果たし、日本でもBEST ALBUMとDEBUT ALBUMを1つにパッケージした『BEST&USA』をリリースし、軌跡と未来を同時に提示したBoA。 その流れの中、満を持してドロップする本作はVERBAL(m-flo)によるプロデュース作品!!! 前作SINGLEである「永遠/UNIVERSE feat.Crystal Kay & VERBAL(m-flo)/Believe in LOVE feat.BoA」での共演等、 過去に様々な繋がりのあるVERBAL(m-flo)がいよいよBoAを全面プロデュース!!! 本作はBoAのスキルを知り尽くしているVERBAL(m-flo)が、アッパーなダンス.チューンでBoAならではの持ち味を最大限まで引き出しています!!!
picture of the day is not dead! back for more!!
VIVID PREVIEW TWO! I M DONE WITH THE PICS, JUST NEED THE WRITE UP!! CIAO! TONIGHT’S HALLOWEEN, I M DRESSING AS my normal self. PRINCE YUTAKI! hahahhaha
the new starhub mobile tv advertorial still, and also the GOV for nov! stay tune! more coming up!! =)
i know this is no longer “IN” anymore, but still, this is my big head portrait!!
My Fav fast food, MOS burger! also, yoshinoya~~ sorry late update, no update = good thing, as i m preparing for a huge update. coming soon.
yes some of these pic of the day were taken on the same day. hahah, i m not a camwhore everyday, it depends on mood. hahah.
flower, me traveling. window.
the tie that i m wearing is a vintage real school tie, given by my wife, gretchen. that tie goes with any outfit and never go out of date.
after a long long day, minutes before sleep.
night out, traveling.. this taken in july! when my hair still black and short.. i really need to hurry on my pics. hahaha.
Traveling in the rain.
close up.
a guest collage from ERICA’S 18TH birthday!! theme: cartoon! cant read mine, cant read mine..
cartoon face!
seeing myself in a good friend’s phone.on the way home.
my picture taken with Korean super star, Lee Minho~~ he is super popular right now in korea~~
-A collage frm grethy’s 18th bday celebration post! its black party!
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o man. i know i know. u re complaining. everyone is complain-ing yutaki always never keep promises. like i said i always wanted to blog regularly. but recently being really busy with school… unable to do so.
but i do not want my blog to go down down down. never. so i came up a brilliant ideal. which is named as the 1日1画像はproject. which means, “A picture A day” keep u coming everyday. always some little thing new.
i will update EVERYDAY. a picture or a small collage, till i m done with the full post, i will re-arrange pictures in this post into one major post follows with event sequence.
there will be pics from random outings, clubbling nights, be it a camwhore pic or a group or even a picture with no face, or face only of my friends! cos i half done with alot of events pics and camwhore pics here and there…
sounds good! yes. so come back tomorrow, i’ve new surprises for u everyday.
i know i know. i heard so much complains… that my blog is becoming super commercial and super impersonal… i m really sorry, these advert are making me do still wanna blog recently, especially when i m super busy with my school, this is last semester of my school things are really getting spicy lately.
frankly speaking for the past 2.5 years in poly i never felt so stress before, guess, its true, the last year of every studies level is always the most tough… if there’s not thesse much endorsements, you think there will be a pic a day project? i rather just update my facebook page! at least i still get to know who is in my friends list, and roughly know who is viewing my page, rather than here! as always, high blog hits, no comments, its rather really freaky when u have so much blog hits, AND NO RESPONSE. i do not even know you people hating or loving my blog…
just this afternoon i decided to read some of my archive… omg. the for the past 5 months, my blog entires were mainly adverts and movie test screen reviews, which is also, a form of advert… i did not produce much quality post like what i used to have long long time ago.
i guess, the passion and interest slowly burnt out! but dun worry, i m not giving up blogging.. cos your blog hits did not give up on me. i will post more quality posts soon! but right now, still stick to the a pic a day project 1st, school’s schedule might burst me any time! so a pic a day is at least better than no update right.
guess by the time a finished school. i will have a long long holiday. that’s when i upload all my pics all the way from july until now. i have around 2k pics… hahahhaha. shocking hurh! pics just kept growing in size, i have 3 birthday party pics, from grethy to erica and last week’s siyoun’s!! and in between many shopping pics, dine outs and clubbling pics! countless.
but dun worry, u will get to see them all eventually.
here’s the pics for the starhub advert, which is also the GOV of Nov, VIVID.
its something refreshing and colorful this time. more lively, as compared to my older GOV sets, mainly dull and frozen. this set is inspired by korean’s hottest boy band right now, BIG BANG! they are famous for their colorful outfits and the men headband is inspired by the 1960’s vintage hippies!
this colorful top is from depression people @ Far east!
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talking about colorful, check out my new netbook.
the samsung NC310!
super handsome!
&& its baby blue, adds colors into my life.
my fav color, now my boy vaio is my home laptop, and boy sam is going with me to school everyday..
its uber small and light, only the half size and weight of my previous sony laptop!
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i recently addicted to a brand…
yes, they sell super cute guy clothes and shoes. and all England style!!
check their official site out:
girls mostly love their cutie brand, juicy couture.
and guys. paul smith is for you.
i’ve got a pair of their classic Rabbit Trainer shoes From a online Vintage shop!
its pure love at 1st sight, loving its small details on the shoes. like there’s a “paul” slogan on left shoe bottom, and a “smith” on the other, super detailed and handsome! there’s floral printes interior of the shoes! and rabbit trainer logo on shoes tongue!
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the second phone that i got free from blogging.
the HTC MAGIC from starhub.
ITS pretty easy and user friendly, the interface of the phone is amazing, but just that its a 2g phone and the camera build-in is lousy, which is ok, its been years since i actually do camwhore with a mobile phone.
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my order of my sexy gucci sneakers is finally here as well.
its crazy sexy, and unqiue!! absolutely not selling in Singapore.
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Daily essentials,
netbook,
hair spray,
wallet,
PSP,
Boss perfume,
keys,
Samsung DVD drive,
Phone,
Apple Itouch,
my cheap shades
and Lumix LX-3.
cant go to school without these!
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anyway, since many of you were asking,
my recently blog pics were taken my relatively new semi-pro camera,
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GOV oct…
storyline.
relatively low production of oct.
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remember the amazing bubble color hair dye?!
this well done advert post :
my current hair color:
its currently selling at 19.90 at watsons!
but the blog shop that i advert for, is bringing their price down!!
to
$16 per bottle!
(FREE POSTAGE!)
YOU SAVE $4!!
&& in singapore’s that prettia hair bubble hair dye (name as liese in Sg.) only have 10 colors! but the blog shop selling directly imported prettias (still prefer calling it prettia, sounds more atas and cute. wtf is liese this lousy name come about!?) from japan, they have instock all 21 colors! full range! and all IN STOCK!
no need to wait! get your boring hair color a change now!
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lastly,
watch the latest brit brit music vid!!
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just cant stop loving her..
the dance was soso, still her imma slave 4u’s dance is the best.
but at least she looks skinny and fab in this vid.
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p/s: a giant size collage of me, in case you forget my face. save this as wallpaper!
hahahahha kidding.
click on the below “READ MORE” thumbnail to post comments.
FIN,
WITH LOVE.
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I clearly remembered years back, i was really amazed with the technology that the Japanese have.. their mobile phones could watch TV! i was really really impressed and so envious towards that technology! just the thought of holding one small screen on my hand and u could catch your favorite television programme within! its just so cool, but too bad, that service is not provided in Singapore back then.
when i slowly grow up, i realized the time of spending at home watching my favorite TV shows is harder and lesser. the last time that i sat down and watch some proper TV shows, i think was back in this year’s chinese new year! god! its been 8 months! do u know how much i wanna those Taiwanese drama or Taiwanese variety shows?! most of the time, when those hot shows were aired, i was on a bus or, on a cab making my way home… =(
but time just don’t allow! i spent 1/5 of 24 hours traveling! that’s why u can see my pics aften taken on cab… i spent alot of time on bus, train and cab! everyday, at least 5 rides per day! from cab to train, then train to cab, or bus. time flown in a blink of an eye!
those boring time i spent on public transport…
but..
ITS OVER!
ALL THANKS FOR STARHUB!
they brought TV into our phone! we could watch TV programmes on our mobile phone like those Japanese! do you know?
WE COULD!
not much of you actually do know about this new technology (now, u know.). but that fact is, its not like using wireless. it just using your phone line, so you could watch any time any where, even at places without wireless connections!
cool or not?!
worried about the price and charges?
its the cheapest in town.
seriously.
its a $1 for 24 hours of TV show on your mobile!
in another words,
a day have 24 hours,
so its o.o4 cents for an hour to watch tv on your mobile!!
how cheap is that!
i still remember months ago there’s an china laborer who watched tv on his mobile and got charged for almost 10k phone bill by the end of the month! guess why? he used moiTV! the singtel mobile TV, WHICH COST, 50CENTS PER MINUTE!!
even if you over watched, almost u will have to pay per month will just 30 dollars. the 10k phone bill will never ever bomb on you!
IS IT A EVEN COMPARISON?!
starhub’s mobile TV is just
0.04 cents for AN HOUR!
singtel’s mobile TV slashing you at,
50cents PER MINUTE!
& not only that…
there’s 9 channels, TOTALLY FREE!
FREE OF CHARGE TV SHOWS!
24/7!!
is there any reason for you not watch?!
come on, you know what you love, don’t you just love… freebies!!
and more freebies..
EVERY MONDAY ALL THE CHANNELS ARE ALL FREE.
ABSOLUTELY FREE.
on every single Mondays!
how could you not try this starhub service out?!
only dumb ass would not.
r you a dumbass?
i guess not right?
so, what you waiting for? try it out!
there’s a total of
17 CHANNELS!
even better than your home normal cable tv, normal mediacorp tv cable only have 5 to 6 channels! star hub mobile tv, HAVE 11 MORE CHANNELS TO CHOOSE FROM!
now! i could watch my favorite Taiwanese show!!
康熙來了!! every night! without fail! be it, i m stuck in traffic, stuck in bed, stuck in toilet….
i can! i could, i will, i shall, i would!!
I WANT!!
TO WATCH IT!
let’s get started!
as simple as this!
watch and follow!
or, simply SMS < LIVETV > to 6757
click on imagine, to visit the official site for more information!
last Sunday i was invited to net friend’s party! its the pop the music drug party for jeremy, who i know for a long long time, we’ve been cyber friends since 2006! that’s how long! i knew him when he was still very fair~ haha. i went to the party with another blogger X-tin! she’s so tiny and cute! really adorable in person.
its jeremy’s friend who host the party for him, in his new shop! the Xsquad,
check their facebook page out:
http://www.facebook.com/xsquad.singapore
they sell super gorgeous clothes all the way from taiwan!
here’s the interior design of the Xsquad, its like a mini disco that sells hot clothes! with beverages and finger foods, the shop turns into a party ground instantly.
here’s the pop the music drug pics!
get intoxicated!
also, i met jeremy’s hot friends, like ducan, felix, sherlyn, ben and many others!
they are totally colorful and friendly~
here’s the uber nice pics stolen from X-tin’s and other party goer’s Fb page/blog:
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P/S:
uh huh! i promised jeremy to post these pics ASAP, so that’s i m posting this party event pics earlier than other parties, its not other parties pics are not important… tsk, i will! ASAP! eric just nag at me over late and overdue pics on the phone the other day. he say i m such a cunt friend, have not even posted his birthday pics which is almost 2 weeks ago.
not only that, i have pics taken IN JULY!! not even posted!! hahaha, shall keep updating one pic per pic until i have fully get everything edited, maybe with this two weeks? i will try my best. mainwhile, my blog is still updated everyday, with the a pic a day project. i have accept another blog advert, so most probably will update more, still have not get the full details yet.
so stay tune.
FIN
WITH LOVE
Finally! the ultimate ytk 21st parade post finally up!! I’d told u guys quality needs time right, it took me 14 days, exactly 2 weeks to finish this post that i proudly announce, ITS MY BEST POST IN MY WHOLE BLOGGING HISTORY! i took around 700+ pics that night, and this post consist almost all the pics, i did not let any the pics went wasted, its fully recorded. just so you know, this year’s theme is Prom Night.
i was really headache on how to design my pics this year. i read up many photo shop websites to find a best fitting design to my this year’s pics, then it suddenly dawn down on me that elegance is just simplicity, with a light touch, not those complicated insert arts, just plain and light colors will bring these pics to their fullness. that simplicity enlighten me, i made this year’s pics in light tone, tiny wordings, color combination of chocolate brown, champagne gold and litte of stardust silver. Ta-Dah! my 21st birthday pics is ready to show off!
on 17/18th of may is one of my happiest day in my entire life, though i spent quite much money, but guess what? its totally worth it! 21 is most important age of all human beings, its a age to reclaim self’s independence. from then on, i will be an adult. though in my heart, there’s a thousand unwillingness of growing up, but life has to move on, i just gotta catch up with the flow. i had grow to be more responsible and mature in both mind and soul.
I invited all my very extremely close friends to the hotel party, only us. in the begining, we were in totally unsightful but comfortable clothes and chilling out, surfing the net and watch trash tv, dancing like mad dogs and run everywhere in bathing suits. this are the things only could be done with people who are really close to you, that’s why i love small and extremely private parties. i love you, my dear best friend, Wendy, Eric, Siyoun and Daphane.
Though Gretchen is unable to attend my birthday party this year, but her presence is still everywhere, we still talked about her during the party, we had a international call during the private party, she was msn, and i chatted with right after my cake cutting session, and i wore the ring she gave to my year backs that night, i really missed my beloved wife~~ hope she come back really soon~~
alright, enough of my long winded write ups, here comes the real thing, are you ready?? get your mind blew!
THE HOST:
VVIPs:
IT’S ME &…
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THE ROOM:
NEW MAJESTIC HOTEL never let me down!!! the main reason that i chose new majestic hotel again this year was, i was incredibly impressed by how the room theme match with my own birthday theme last year! the room was full of bright colors , its full house summer. so this year, i’d gamble my luck once more, this year’s more matured, classy and eligance theme needs a room that is sharp, modern and with a simple touch of future. **as you all should know, guest from new majestic hotel are not allowed to choose the rooms ‘themes (every room is completely differently designed.)
they again impressed me by giving me a room THAT COMPLETELY FITS THE BILL of my birthday theme! that’s one of my best birthday present this year! i super love it the room!!!
COME IN, GET COSY…
GIRLS PILLOW FIGHTS..
MY CAKE CUTTING SESSION:
YEAH~! I AM OFFICIALLY 21!
Best party = quality spent with ones who love you + ones who really care.
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A promised, i will upload pics taken by the amazing camera phone, that i was fondly talking about weeks ago, here they are! completely no photoshop! i did not even resize them, click on thumbnail to enlarge! its such kawaii machine, even our sexy mama wendy and daphane who NEVER act cute in pics, DID act cute in these pics taken by that AMAZING SHARP VSH604! siyoun n i were madly in love with this phone, as you will see many camwhore pics of me and siyoun~~
impressed?
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This is second part of my birthday celebration, the limo ride, which almost all of you already seen some preview pics from nicole’s blog, yes! i know i look like shit in those pics, worry not, i look gorgeous in my own taken pics~~ no, i did not photoshop mself to look good, its just that most of nicole pics were candid shots!
Nicole & her cute little friend eliz, join us later for the limo party.
the limo was such attention whore! everywhere it goes, there are so many people taking pics of this long lotus, and the party inside is slizzling hot! cool jams, nice drinks, pretty girls, what’s more i want?
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we arrived at Zirca which is the last part of my birthday celebration, we got all drunk and had so much crazy fun! then time passed mid night, i turn 21 in these pics! the party there was so hot!
Darling, luting jon us around 1 plus, after not seeing her for such a long time, she become so much more pretty~
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here are presents i recived for the past one month, thanks to:
Mommy, Wendy, Darmawan, Daphane, Erica, Siyoun, Luting, Beehong, Mery, Selin and C
for all these super nice presents! mostly are clothes, i think i can save so much money for the next month, i have so much new clothes to wear!
FROM RIVER ISLAND
FROM STUSSY
FROM FOX
FROM REVOLTAGE
FROM HERMES
FROM CK
FROM LOUIS VUITTON
FROM REVOLTAGE
JIMMY’S BEAUTIFUL SOLITUDE
FROM ZINIF.COM
NOKIA E71
FROM SUP, HAJI LANE
FROM HEADLINE
FROM ZINIF.COM
FROM FRED PERRY
FROM FCUK
FROM RIVER ISLAND
once again,
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THANK YOU ALL SOOOO MUCH!! seriously!! i really want to reply to every single greetings so badly, i received so many smses, emails, PMs, and 250 over facebook wall birthday posts! not counting from friendster and other sites, just so many! i really apprecaite them a huge deal. so to thank you all, i dedicate this fantastic post of mine, to all of u! sorry i cant reply to all of you, thank you people so much! love you all, u guys have such a kind souls. =D
